"Hear my cry, O God..."
“Now
when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they
were unlearned and ignorant men, they marveled; and
they took knowledge of them, that they had been with Jesus.”
-ACTS
4:13 [KJV]
Oh!
for the grace to rest upon me, as upon those faithful servants of my
Lord; that like them, I may manifest the sweet savour of Jesus’
name in every place; wherever I am, with whomsoever I converse, in
every state, and upon every occasion, that all may witness for me,
and everything bear witness to me, that I have been with Jesus!
I
would entreat Thee, my honoured Lord, that I may honour Thee so
before men, that after my morning visits to Thy throne of grace, my
mid-day communion, my evening and nightly fellowship, my return to
the society of men might so be distinguished as one that had just
been with Jesus. And as it might be supposed, if an angel was to come
from heaven that had seen Thy face, and heard Thy voice, and been an
eye witness of Thy glory; so, Lord, having by faith enjoyed such
views, I might delight to tell, as he
would relate to the inhabitants of the earth, the grace, and beauty,
and love of Jesus.
And
surely, Lord, if I have been with Thee, and Thou with me; if I know
anything of Thy grace and salvation; will not, out of the abundance
of the heart, the mouth speak? Shall I not delight to tell everyone I
meet what my Lord is in Himself, and what He is to His people? Shall
I not speak with rapture of the glories of Thy Person, and the
infinite value and worth of Thy blood and righteousness? Surely in
the circle of my acquaintance, I shall be daily speaking of Thy grace
and salvation, for I know no end thereof. And especially in a day
like the present, where the name of my Lord and His cross are
banished from all conversation. Oh! that it may be shown that I have
been with
Jesus,
in speaking for
Jesus.
Yes!
Thou dear Lord! Thy truths I would espouse, Thy doctrines profess,
salvation alone by Thy righteousness and cross would I bear before a
whole world, with earnestness and with zeal; and if this brought upon
me the laugh and derision, yea, the persecution of the proud; like
Thy servants of old, “I
would rejoice in being counted worthy to suffer shame for Thy name.”
And
chiefly, and above all, let it not only be noticed that I have been
with Jesus, in speaking of Christ and for Christ; but let the sweet
unction of Thy Holy Spirit be so abiding upon me, from continual
intercourse and communion with Thee, that my whole life and
conversation may be such as becometh the gospel of Christ.
Oh!
for the same blessed effect as Moses, whose face shone when he came
down from the holy mount, that everyone with whom I have to do may
see the light of Thy grace, in all my transactions with the world, so
shine before men, that they may glorify my Father which is in heaven.
Precious Lord! grant me these unanswerable testimonies of vital
godliness; then will it be proved indeed and in truth, that, like Thy
servants of old, I have been with Jesus.
—Gospel
report by preacher Robert
Hawker (1753–1827
A.D.)
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