God's Humbling Grace in Christ
NOTE:
For
any who are under the false illusion that they are somehow growing in
perfection and holiness, consider carefully the following excerpt
taken from a letter by John Newton to a friend, written on Nov. 23, 1774 A.D.
“I have no idea of any permanent state in this life, that shall make my experience cease to be a state of warfare and humiliation. At my first setting out, indeed, I thought to be better, and to feel myself better, from year to year. I expected, by degrees, to attain everything that I then comprised in my idea of a saint. I thought my grain of grace, by much diligence and careful improvement, would, in time, amount to a pound. That pound, in a farther space of time, to a talent, and then I hoped to increase from one talent to many, so that supposing the Lord should spare me a competent number of years, I pleased myself with the thoughts of dying rich.
But,
alas! These golden expectations have been like South Sea dreams. I
have lived hitherto a poor sinner, and I believe I shall die one.
Have I then gained nothing by waiting upon the Lord? Yes, I have
gained that which proofs of the deceitfulness and desperate
wickedness of my heart, as I hope, by the Lord’s blessing, have, in
some measure, taught me to know what I mean, when I say, ‘Behold, I
am vile!’ In connection with this, I have gained such experience of
the wisdom, power, and compassion of my Redeemer, the need, the worth
of His blood, righteousness, ascension, and intercession, the glory
that He displays in pardoning iniquity and sin, and passing by the
transgression of the remnant of His heritage, that my soul cannot but
cry out, “Who is a God like unto Thee?”
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