Pressing In & Clinging To the LORD JESUS
"And he said, I will not let thee go, except thou bless me." - Genesis 32:26 [KJV]
What
a strange intermixture there is in a believing heart of everything to
cast down and yet of everything to encourage! How there is everything on
the one side to perplex, to confuse, and put the soul to its wits' end,
and yet how on the other there is everything to hold up its head,
strengthen its faith, support its hope, and encourage it to hold on to
the last gasp!
Now this is that very trial of faith which is more
precious than of gold that perisheth, for faith is not a dead, sluggish
grace, and is never more active than when it is being tried as with
fire. You cannot give up from what you have felt and experienced, for
that is the grand evidence, the persuasion that you have the life of God
in your soul, and compared with that how worthless and valueless all
other things seem to be in your eyes, because to give that up is to give
up all your hope.
Here, then, is the grand mystery, to hang and hold
on, to hold out, and not suffer oneself to be cast away, but the more
the Lord would seem to put us away, the more to cling to Him.
Was
not this the faith of the Syro-Phoenician woman, who, so to speak,
would not take "No" for an answer? or, like the faith of Ruth, "Entreat
me not to leave thee?"or, like the faith of Hannah, when "she was in
bitterness of soul, and prayed unto the LORD and wept sore?" Does not
this faith resemble that of Heman's, when he cried out, "Wilt Thou shew
wonders to the dead? Shall the dead arise and praise Thee?" and that of
Asaph, when his feet were almost gone, and his steps had well-nigh
slipped?
Thus the more the Lord seems to put us away, the more we
cling to Him. The viler we are, the more we need His grace; and the
very magnitude of our sins only makes us hang more upon His atoning
blood and cling more closely to His word and promises as suitable to our
case. Nor will anything induce us to give up our hope or relinquish our
hold of His mercy.
-preacher J.C. Philpot (1802-1869 A.D.)
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