Spiritually Poor Yet A Vessel of Mercy!
"Blessed are the poor in spirit." -Matthew 5:5 [KJV]
Spiritual
poverty is a miserable feeling of soul-emptiness before God, an inward
sinking sensation that there is nothing in our hearts spiritually good,
nothing which can deliver us from the justly merited wrath of God, or
save us from the lowest hell. And intimately blended with the poignant
feelings of guilt and condemnation, there is a spiritual consciousness
that there is such a thing enjoyed by the elect as the Spirit of
adoption, that there are such sweet realities as divine manifestations,
that the blood of Jesus Christ is sprinkled by the Holy Ghost upon the
consciences of the redeemed to cleanse them from all guilt and filth.
And thus by comparing its own wants with their blessings, and having an
inward light wherein the truth of God's word is seen, and an inward life
whereby it is felt, a soul wading in the depths of spiritual poverty,
is brought to feel that it must be the manifestation of the light of
God's countenance which can alone deliver; that it must be the testimony
of God spoken by His own lips to the heart that alone can save; and
that the want of this is the want of everything that can manifest it to
be a vessel of mercy here, and fit it for, as well as carry it into,
eternal glory and bliss hereafter.
To be poor, then, is to have
this wretched emptiness of spirit, this nakedness and destitution of
soul before God. Nor is it, perhaps, ever more deeply felt than in the
lonely watches of the night, when no eye can see, nor ear hear, but the
eye and ear of Jehovah; in these solemn moments of deep recollection,
when the stillness and darkness around us are but the counterpart of the
stillness and darkness of the soul, he that is spiritually poor often
feels how empty he is of everything heavenly and divine, a sinking
wretch without a grain of godliness; and without drawing too rigid a
line of exclusion, we may unhesitatingly say that he who has never thus
known what it is to groan before the Lord with breakings-forth of heart
as a needy, naked wretch, he that has never felt his miserable
destitution and emptiness before the eyes of a heart-searching God, has
not yet experienced what it is to be spiritually poor.
-preacher J.C. Philpot (1802–1869 A.D.)
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