One Turn of the Road Hides the Other...
"He led him about, He instructed him, He kept him as the apple of His eye." -Deuteronomy 32:10 [KJV]
"He
led them about." This was true literally. What a circuitous, tangled,
backward and forward route was that of the children of Israel in the
wilderness! Yet every step was under God's direction; they never moved
till the cloudy pillar led the way. But how does the Lord lead about in
grace? By leading His Israel into a path of which they do not see the
end. One turn of the road hides the next.
I have read that you
may make a road with a curve at every quarter of a mile, and yet in a
hundred miles the distance will not be so much as a mile more than a
perfectly straight line. So in grace. The length of the road swallows up
the turnings. But these turnings make the road seem more round about
than it really is. All before us is hidden. For instance, when the Lord
begins a work of grace, He brings convictions of sin, opens up the
spirituality of the law, makes the soul feel guilty, guilty, guilty in
every thought, word, and deed. But does a man in that condition know
what the Lord is about? Can he clearly trace out the work of God upon
his soul? Is he able to say, "This, this is the work of God upon my
heart?"
For the most part, he knows not what is the matter with
him; why he is so distressed; why he can take no rest; why the things of
eternity keep rolling in upon his soul; why he stands in continual
dread of the wrath to come; why his mind is so exercised with thoughts
upon God; why he feels condemnation, bondage, and misery. Nor even when
the Lord is pleased to raise him up to some hope, to apply some sweet
promise to his soul, to encourage him in various ways under the ministry
of the word, can he often take the full comfort of it. He may for a
time, but it is soon gone, and he can scarcely believe it to be real.
Unbelief
suggests that it did not come exactly in the right way, or did not last
long enough, or did not go deep enough, or was not just such as he has
heard others speak of; and so he is filled with doubts, fears, and
anxieties whether it was really from the Lord. But when God leads him on
a step further; opens up the gospel, reveals Christ, drops into his
heart some sweet testimony, gives him some blessed discovery of his
interest in the Lord Jesus, and seals it with a divine witness in his
heart, this banishes all his doubts and fears, and fills his soul with
joy and peace. Yet even after this, when the sweet feeling is gone, he
may sink again very low, and may question the reality of the revelation
he has enjoyed. All this is "leading about;" for one turn of the road
hides the other.
-preacher J.C. Philpot (1802–1869 A.D.)
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